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</description><title>ben delaney</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @bendelaney)</generator><link>http://bendelaney.me/</link><item><title>Curtis Mayfield. The one and only.</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://bendelaney.me/swf/audio_player.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/457929956/tumblr_kzicjlK2pA1qz6i55&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Curtis Mayfield.&lt;/strong&gt; The one and only.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/457929956</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/457929956</guid><pubDate>Thu, 18 Mar 2010 19:39:50 -0700</pubDate><category>CLASSIC!</category><category>Turn it UP</category></item><item><title>500! Cool! (Thanks Mirza! And to all of you! :)</title><description>&lt;img src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kzhoaxHj2B1qz6i55o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;500! Cool! &lt;small&gt;(Thanks &lt;a href="http://www.ziked.com/" target="_blank"&gt;Mirza&lt;/a&gt;! And to all of you! :)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/456988390</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/456988390</guid><pubDate>Thu, 18 Mar 2010 10:52:00 -0700</pubDate><category>cheeky</category></item><item><title>Remember when “jumping” used to be so much fun?</title><description>&lt;img src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kzhlh0pEpJ1qz6i55o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Remember when “jumping” used to be so much fun?&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/456953486</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/456953486</guid><pubDate>Thu, 18 Mar 2010 10:27:55 -0700</pubDate><category>take that however you want to :)</category><category>film</category><category>35mm</category><category>By Ben Delaney</category></item><item><title>Looking Up.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kzhhfgPk3d1qz6i55o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Looking Up.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/456778583</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/456778583</guid><pubDate>Thu, 18 Mar 2010 08:23:40 -0700</pubDate><category>By Ben Delaney</category><category>film</category><category>35mm</category><category>San Francisco</category><category>I love film</category></item><item><title>Tumblr's Roots...</title><description>&lt;a href="http://davidville.wordpress.com/"&gt;Tumblr's Roots...&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;I was googling something today and stumbled across this link by accident. It’s pretty fun to read through and see the progression of how things came to be at Tumblr. I remember when they were still using Wordpress for their blog. Quite a difference a couple years make.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/454416121</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/454416121</guid><pubDate>Wed, 17 Mar 2010 06:30:00 -0700</pubDate><category>_commentary</category><category>posterity - it's nice</category></item><item><title>En Dashes (–) and Em Dashes (—)</title><description>&lt;a href="http://www.grammarbook.com/punctuation/dashes.asp"&gt;En Dashes (–) and Em Dashes (—)&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;Proper usages for both. Now you know.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Here’s the gist if you don’t want to read the whole thing (although it’s short): use en dashes instead of “to” to indicate spans of time, e.g., (January–June). Em dashes separate or conjoin thoughts (like a semicolon or comma, but crisper if you ask me), e.g., &lt;em&gt;Go get that — no wait — I changed my mind.&lt;/em&gt; Whether or not to add spaces on either side of the em dash is a preference thing as far as I can tell. I personally like the spaces.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;So how does one &lt;em&gt;use&lt;/em&gt; these characters?&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;If you’re on a Mac, it’s inexcusably easy: For an En Dash hit &lt;strong&gt;OPTION + “-“&lt;/strong&gt; (that’s the regular hyphen key). For an Em Dash hit &lt;strong&gt;SHIFT + OPTION + “-“&lt;/strong&gt;. On a PC, it’s more complicated, naturally, so &lt;a href="http://www.ehow.com/how_5859520_insert-em-dash.html" target="_blank"&gt;read this&lt;/a&gt; if you care.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/452911277</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/452911277</guid><pubDate>Tue, 16 Mar 2010 14:22:50 -0700</pubDate><category>grammar</category></item><item><title>"It only takes time and it only needs confidence."</title><description>“It only takes time and it only needs confidence.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Ernest Hemingway, from A Moveable Feast&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/452179151</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/452179151</guid><pubDate>Tue, 16 Mar 2010 06:01:51 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>jonmadison:

loves and hates when he sees a photographer that makes him want to just quit....</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://t.jonmadison.com/post/444761919/loves-and-hates-when-he-sees-a-photographer-that" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;jonmadison&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;loves and hates when he sees a photographer that makes him want to just quit. &lt;a href="http://hclab.free.fr/" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://hclab.free.fr/" target="_blank"&gt;http://hclab.free.fr/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You weren’t lyin’, Jon. Amazing. (And depressing) ;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/445705614</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/445705614</guid><pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2010 09:25:00 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>"Larry David is my hero."</title><description>“Larry David is my hero.”</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/442935532</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/442935532</guid><pubDate>Thu, 11 Mar 2010 23:39:06 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Tumblr Theme TextMate Bundle</title><description>&lt;a href="http://code.google.com/p/tumblr-themes-tmbundle/"&gt;Tumblr Theme TextMate Bundle&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;Handy, and nicely done. (Made by &lt;a href="http://bengold.tv/" target="_blank"&gt;Ben Gold&lt;/a&gt;.)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;small&gt;(…and filed under &lt;em&gt;“I should have finished and released the bundle I started months ago, and have enjoyed using ever since.”&lt;/em&gt; Oh well. Snooze you lose.)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/441442365</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/441442365</guid><pubDate>Thu, 11 Mar 2010 08:55:06 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>I love everything about this (and the whole line of products.)...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kz4cg7rsfs1qz4h13o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I love everything about this (and the whole line of products.) Read more about it &lt;a href="http://lovelypackage.com/knuthenlund/" target="_blank"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;found via &lt;a href="http://hickensian.com/post/441148329/knuthenlund2" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;hickensian&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/441431981</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/441431981</guid><pubDate>Thu, 11 Mar 2010 08:47:22 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Generosity Day</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://manalive.tumblr.com/post/436987201/generosity-day" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;manalive&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I propose a national holiday to be held on June 25th of each year—six months from Christmas—in which we all dedicate a day to see how much of the stuff we already own we can give away to those that have less than we do. Nothing is off limits here: clothes, furniture, cars, computers, televisions, airline miles, money, unused gift cards, bicycles, musical instruments, vacation houses… You are limited only by your creativity and your generosity.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;It’s not a time to get rid of your junk that nobody wants. Nor is it a time to buy gifts. It’s a day to free yourself from the syndrome of stuff.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Who’s with me?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;

&lt;p&gt;This is a great idea. I’m in.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/437204824</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/437204824</guid><pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2010 10:29:38 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>The Latin Lion!

Sic Transit Gloria
Amor Vincit Omnia

It is...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kz0hipKqpL1qz6i55o1_r1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Latin Lion&lt;/strong&gt;!&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Sic Transit Gloria&lt;br/&gt;
Amor Vincit Omnia&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;It is said that if you display this on your wall and/or desktop and look at it daily, you will have good fortune and all who see it will admire you.
&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://s.bendelaney.me/lionposter" target="_blank"&gt;DOWNLOAD&lt;/a&gt; it.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/437047474</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/437047474</guid><pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2010 08:30:00 -0800</pubDate><category>Amor Vincit Omnia</category><category>Sic Transit Gloria</category><category>I Saved Latin</category></item><item><title>FOOD, INC.

Please, everyone, I beg of you: WATCH THIS MOVIE....</title><description>&lt;img src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kz0dt6vgpg1qz6i55o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;FOOD, INC.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Please, everyone, I beg of you: WATCH THIS MOVIE. Even if you think it’s all “political and polarizing” or just plain boring, please watch it. It’s not at all boring. It’s fascinating and powerful and profoundly important.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;(For Netflix people, &lt;a href="http://www.netflix.com/WiMovie/Food_Inc./70108783" target="_blank"&gt;here’s a link&lt;/a&gt; to the &lt;strong&gt;free&lt;/strong&gt; instant streaming version — no excuse!)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.takepart.com/foodinc" target="_blank"&gt;More info here&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;small&gt;Oh, and those of you that have seen it, you know the hidden camera scenes of the people loading chickens into cages at night? &lt;strong&gt;I have literally done that.&lt;/strong&gt; It’s crazy! …and awful… long story…&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/436595813</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/436595813</guid><pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2010 02:07:00 -0800</pubDate><category>Watch This Movie.</category></item><item><title>Are you going to update your Notations theme to support the new pages feature?&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Great theme by the way; one of the best on Tumblr!.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;If you were one of the first thousnd or so to install the theme then you will want to reinstall it. &lt;a href="http://www.tumblr.com/theme/8631" target="_blank"&gt;The current version&lt;/a&gt; handles pages nicely by putting the page links at the top under the title.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/434938037</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/434938037</guid><pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2010 09:27:12 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>Did you know that Jeff Bridges also has one of the coolest...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kyybx7Hd1r1qz6i55o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Did you know that Jeff Bridges also has one of the coolest websites ever? 
AND is a great photographer?&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Yes and yes. He does. And he is. Etcetera.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;The Dude does it all, and I’m so glad such a great guy was recognized.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/434220117</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/434220117</guid><pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2010 23:10:00 -0800</pubDate><category>Jeff Bridges</category><category>The Dude</category><category>Hand-made websites are awesome.</category></item><item><title>This will make your Friday if you let it. :)</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://bendelaney.me/swf/audio_player.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/428814948/tumblr_kytu13ibeZ1qz6i55&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;This will make your Friday if you let it. :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/428814948</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/428814948</guid><pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2010 12:54:08 -0800</pubDate></item><item><title>The Tumblr Gang Rules</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Quick story:&lt;/strong&gt; On Friday afternoon I noticed that my new theme had been rejected by Tumblr (there must have been something I forgot or whatever; doesn’t matter). The note that the moderator left wasn’t entirely helpful… so after having a long, horrible Friday, and instead of just emailing them asking for clarification like I should have, I posted a slightly snarky post to my Tumblr dashboard about it (the post wasn’t publicly viewable because I use my &lt;a href="http://bendelaney.me/post/83788546/how-to-comment-on-the-tumblr-dashboard-via-a-publicly" target="_blank"&gt;_commentary tag&lt;/a&gt;).&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Well, at about 8:30 that night (&lt;em&gt;11:30 EST&lt;/em&gt;), I get an email from &lt;a href="http://blog.petervidani.com/" target="_blank"&gt;Peter Vidani&lt;/a&gt; (brilliant &lt;a href="http://www.tumblr.com/themes/by/petervidani" target="_blank"&gt;theme designer&lt;/a&gt; and Tumblr staffer) letting me know that he was the guy that rejected it, and asking if I’d resubmit it so he could take another look. I don’t even think Peter follows my blog, so I really don’t know how he even saw my snarky post. Point is: unlike me at the time, he was super helpful, polite, and professional. He even emailed me again Monday morning to check in and make sure I’d had a chance to re-submit it. I sent it in again and the rest is history.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Why am I posting this? Because, folks, you just don’t find that level of friendly, fast, not-rude customer service very often these days and when you do find it, it’s worth praising the people who do it. (and I’m not even a true “customer”! — Tumblr is FREE! — I really don’t deserve anything from them!)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;So, Tumblr gang, you deserve a big “kudos” in my book. Thanks for making the greatest blog platform on the planet and for being good people in the process.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/422515705</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/422515705</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Mar 2010 12:07:36 -0800</pubDate><category>If I lived in NYC I'd take y'all to lunch</category><category>damnit why don't I live in NYC?</category></item><item><title>My new NOTATIONS Theme is now ready for you to install on your...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kyo6t06TxZ1qz6i55o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;My new NOTATIONS Theme is now ready for you to install on your Tumblr blog. :)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Here are the reasons I like it:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;ul&gt;
&lt;li&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;A nice font.&lt;/strong&gt; It uses the very nice &lt;a href="http://www.fontspace.com/andrew-paglinawan/quicksand" target="_blank"&gt;Quicksand&lt;/a&gt; font by &lt;a href="http://www.andrewpaglinawan.com/" target="_blank"&gt;Andrew Paglinawan&lt;/a&gt;. It’s base64-encoded and looks gorgeous in most browsers. There is also an option to not use this font and default to Helvetica if you don’t like it. &lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;High res images.&lt;/strong&gt; It uses high-res images whenever possible. To me, this really makes a big difference. I’ve actually had a blast going back through my blog and looking at photos. They just look better, bigger. It even makes Tumblr’s PhotoSet slideshows BIG. The images are scaled-up inside the Flash object, but they still look pretty good. (&lt;a href="http://bendelaney.me/post/411246333/amia-and-ben-at-coffee" target="_blank"&gt;example&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;Options.&lt;/strong&gt; The theme allows you to turn off/on a variety of handy options, i.e., whether to show note counts, a word-count for text posts, tags, ask &amp; submit links, etc. &lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;Print this Post&lt;/strong&gt; feature. For writers this might be nice. It’s a handy way to let a user pop-open and nicely print one of your text posts. &lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;Keyboard shortcuts!&lt;/strong&gt; Your viewers can navigate between posts using the “J” and “K” keys.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Has good support for all the Tumblr posts types including question/answer posts. &lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Anyway, you can see it in action on &lt;a href="http://bendelaney.me" target="_blank"&gt;my blog&lt;/a&gt;, or &lt;a href="http://www.tumblr.com/theme/8631" target="_blank"&gt;give it whirl yourself&lt;/a&gt; if you’re inclined.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/422483924</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/422483924</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Mar 2010 11:45:07 -0800</pubDate><category>Notations</category><category>Tumblr</category><category>theme</category><category>Tumblr rocks</category></item><item><title>On Caring and Creative Guilt</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This morning I found myself looking at my &lt;a href="http://bendelaneyphoto.com" target="_blank"&gt;phototography website&lt;/a&gt;; really looking at it, as if I were a stranger stumbling upone it for the first time. And as I wandered through the photos there, I noticed myself having two distinctly different reactions. One was &lt;em&gt;wow, there are some really nice photographs here&lt;/em&gt;, and the other was &lt;em&gt;man, I really need to update this old dog… everyone must think I’ve fallen completely off the radar… this stuff is so old… where is all the new stuff?! Why am I such a failure?! WHY?!!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;As I sat there, frustrated with myself for how neglectful I’ve been in regards to that site (and my photography career in general) in the last 9 months or so, I started trying to understand why. And as I got more honest and settled down, it became clear. The reason my photography life is supposedly languishing comes down to a simple, perhaps confounding, truth: &lt;strong&gt;I don’t care.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Consider, if you will, the nature of CARE. On the surface, saying “I don’t care” probably sounds either at best indifferent, or at worst caloused, even flippant. We use the phrase all the time, and it usually doesn’t make us bristle. The word can mean two different things. Indifference is one of them, and the other is a lot closer to attention, focus, or carefulness.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;
  &lt;p&gt;“What do you feel like for dinner?”
  &lt;br/&gt;
  “Eh, I don’t care…”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;

&lt;p&gt;vs.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;
  &lt;p&gt;“Why are you ignoring something that used to be a major life goal of yours?”
  &lt;br/&gt;
  “I just don’t care”
  &lt;br/&gt;
  “What?! WHY?! You SHOULD care!”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Merlin Mann wrote a fantastic article, entitled “&lt;a href="http://www.43folders.com/2010/02/05/first-care" target="_blank"&gt;First, care.&lt;/a&gt;” I urge you to go read it. Here’s one of my favorite passages:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;
  &lt;p&gt;You “focus” on the one thing you care about, as you “unfocus” on everything else. If not for every minute of your life, at least for the time you set aside to pursue the thing that matters.&lt;/p&gt;
  
  &lt;p&gt;If that sounds fancy and oversimpliﬁed, then you “care” about too many things. Period.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;

&lt;p&gt;So, if I say that the reason my photography, at least in a commercial sense, is in a weird period of dormancy, and, upon reflection, it becomes obvious that the honest reason why is that “I don’t care,” then what? My knee-jerk reaction is to put an “enough” at the end of the phrase… “because I don’t care &lt;strong&gt;enough&lt;/strong&gt;!” Most people would. Most people out there who are striving to become something that they aren’t yet, almost invariably speak in those kinds of terms. &lt;em&gt;Need to… have to… should… not enough…&lt;/em&gt; And the people at the “top” (at least those who feel the need to constantly advise the struggling masses beneath them) reinforce it by using the same words. And frankly, I’m weary and even a becoming a little offended at that kind of thinking. It implies pressure and obligation and a system of measuring your involvement with anything based on an underlying motivator of guilt. Because if you don’t care &lt;em&gt;enough&lt;/em&gt;, the real meaning is: &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;you should feel guilty because you don’t care enough.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO LIVE THAT WAY? You don’t HAVE to do anything. You don’t NEED to just get out and shoot more photos, or network more, or whatever it is that the guilt dispensers in your field would have you believe.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;You simply need to care. About what? About whatever it is that you care about.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;It really is that simple. If you deeply don’t care (even for now), then do something you care about and see where that takes you. Stop feeling guilty for what you don’t care about. Trust your gut for a change. Don’t think “Oh my god I don’t care! What’s wrong with me?! Why don’t I care anymore?!” Try instead, “hmm… interesting… apparently I don’t care about this right now… what DO I care about?” and see where that leads you in terms of personal happiness, satisfaction, fullfillment, and purpose.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Like Merlin said, “‘focus’ on the one thing you care about, as you ‘unfocus’ on everything else.”&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;So if you are reading this and find yourself identifying with the sensation of “creative guilt,” remember this: guilt implies crime. You, by honestly admitting that you don’t currently care enough to do something, have not committed a crime. No, you haven’t. Turn off that voice in your head that says you have. You are not committing a crime against humanity or yourself or anyone else by not doing whatever IT is. Stop it. Stop thinking that way and live your life. And forgive me, this will sound very ‘inspirational speaker,’ but: Live your life based not on guilt, but on Love. Do what you simply want to do because you love doing it. Follow the love. It just might lead you to the place where you actually create things that matter and that you can be proud of, regardless of whether anyone sees or knows about it.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;A brief example: One of my best friends, Evan, has been sending myself and a few other friends songs, via email, for a few months now. Just one song at a time, attached to an email, sent to about 10 people. That’s it. There’s no website, no campaign, no Facebook fan page, no Tumblr blog, no fancy delivery mechanism/marketing device. He’s just writing songs, and (for now) sharing them with his friends the old-fashioned way. And we typically just listen and write back something boring like “cool man, keep up the good work.” It’s small, completely off the radar, and (honestly) seemingly insignificant. Except that it isn’t actually insignificant at all, for one important reason: He cares — not about what we think — he cares to do the creative act in the first place. He’s doing it &lt;em&gt;because he cares to&lt;/em&gt;. I’m not gonna lie: it’s powerfully inspiring and forces me to rethink what it fundamentally means to create art and share it with others.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;My version of what he’s doing is two separate websites that I haven’t told anyone about. One is for writing, and the other is for photos of mostly my family that I’ve shot on film and scanned. No one visits them, because (almost) no one knows about them. I want it that way, at least for now. I’m trying to work out my creative salvation by caring about something and doing it, even if no one sees it. And you know what? It’s working. I’m caring. I’m following the love and the love is starting to follow me back. I’m gravitating towards the things that I care about, and sluffing off the heavy burden that the guilt dispencers would have me carry. It’s liberating and happifying and fun.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;So: First, care. Then, do. And don’t worry so much about the space in between.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bendelaney.me/post/418203991</link><guid>http://bendelaney.me/post/418203991</guid><pubDate>Sun, 28 Feb 2010 12:35:03 -0800</pubDate><category>creativity</category><category>art</category></item></channel></rss>
